I already have this Line messenger for several years now, but never really have the thought to search for their names. And it's just like that, I typed it purely just to make a prank, and it showed exactly like the way their names spelled. Their pictures appeared, just like that. Even the exact same picture as the first time I saw them in pictures.
Do I have any intention to get back to them? No. It was a mere curiosity. I would never forget how painful it was.
It stuck in my head strongly, that's why I could never get rid of memories about them. Even sometimes I still had reminiscing shadows in my head, recalling those moments I had with them. Some were nice, laughable, hilarious, some others were worth the time. But, these wounds never lied. It's there, like it always does since they made it.
Hahaha, oh come on, it's enough. I have my wonderful life already, what's the point of moping.
To be even more honest, I have that thought to show them how okay I could be without them, like I could still win my life without them around and it feel so great now, after they left me away. But its a show off and i don't want to show them off my life. It's my life anyway, I've let thoughts about them driven away, so why bother trying to display them my life. I'm the one who can enjoy this, it doesn't have anything to do with them anyway.
But then again, I'd like to thank them for the agony. That it built my stronger, beat me harder that now I turn into the sharpest and brightest sword I never thought I would be.
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