Reaching Peaks

Tired, but happy of my life. That's probably how i feel now. Goals are ahead of me now, waiting to be held. Time is clicking, tic toc tic toc. But wasted, just to write this note for now... But a relieve, that's what this is. A little bit of seconds to take a breath, looking at my life from above, trying not to be myself but someone else, to objectively see what is actually going on with my life. Trying to see whether i'm doing the right thing.... or not.

I've been feeling very dizzy, for several days lately. I feel like a hurricane whirling around people, even i can feel it around my head, inside my brain. It's like there's a storm swirl my brain, every single minute. Problems never end, my thought can never stop rolling, i can't stop thinking.

But for now, i can't stay relax as i ever did, that time. It's confusing, it's depressing but that's how i like it. I live my life in a way that i want it to be. I'm in a path i always see myself in it the first time i wrote my dream, long time ago in junior high school. I see a look in the eyes of my friends, my family and even strange man, deep through it, i see reflection of me, that i become someone i always wanted to be. And now, this is me, climbing a peak, reaching my dreams...